Hospital stay....

Camden had been trying to fight something off and by day three I checked his O2 sats and they were on the low side. I JUST got rid of my O2 so I couldnt even ride it out until I was able to see a Dr, so off to Gainesville ER we went.

Negative for RSV and flu, didn't give him any meds...basically his little lungs just needed some help this time, so he is back on oxygen. Mom and I came home last night while daddy stayed with Camden. I am now waiting for tanks to be delivered, and for my boy to be home....back on oxygen. ugh. I am reminded of how much I hate what CDH has done to my child, but at the same time so blessed that he IS coming home to us. So much tragedy with people losing children and loved ones this year, and just through the Christmas season. My heart has been aching for so many.

Miss my baby and can't wait to have him back. I hated to see him struggle and breathe so hard but am so thankful it wasn't worse.

Update for the (almost) New Year!

Camden has continued the same path since October. Weve been to the Dr, set up more tests, then he eats better. Then he chokes more. Overall, the choking ( caused by the nissen being too tight) IS getting better. Could he use another stretching on it? Absolutely. But I have decided to give it more time and see if growth will help stretch it without having to put him under.... again.... for the ....lost count but maybe somewhere around the ......13th time? So yea, we are waiting as of now. So he is eating some orally, some by tube. Depends on how things work that day! =) He is drinking more and more from a bottle so we are getting a lot more down orally!

On another note, he is super smart and is talking in sentences. He will be 3 in January!! He is still a skinny lil thing, weighing around 25 lbs, although he did hit 26 at one point! ;o) He is still wearing a size 8 shoe. Didnt get the little foot from me!

He sings and dances and is doing almost everything a 3 yr old should be doing. He can almost go up and down stairs on his own as well. He is so precious and tells me, "Good mornin' Momma" every morning. His little phrases crack me up. He is so sweet, yet can be so silly!

Still holding off on testis and trach hole closure surgery. Waiting on the nissen problems to stop. Hopefully after 2012, things will start calming down and he will have some years to just "be" and only go fro his normal checkups. I cant wait for those days, yet I feel so grateful that we are where we are.

We also got a good xray report this month. All organs in place, diaphragm intact! Thankful to God
....So, here we go, 2012. =o)

no surgery.

After meeting with anesthesiologist, she felt it isn't wise to do any surgery until he isn't getting food stuck in nissen anymore. She said this was her opinion, (been doing it for 30 years) and that other Drs may say she is an "idiot" but after her sharing the risks, I canceled the surgery. I'm not risking aspiration for testicles at this time.

Now we wait for busy Dr Ks office to call. I am trying to schedule another stretching. I am focusing on this problem only. After this is all finished (prayerfully in the near future?) I will try to get his trach hole closed and the testes surgery all at once. At least that is my plan....


Btw: My lil rock star is potty trained in BOTH areas now. He tells me every time and is finally not "cared" of poo.

Surgery update....

Urologist wanted Camden to see anesthesiologist before he does testicle surgery. I told him we've had surgeries and he has done well, but he still wants him seen. I am totally ok with that. We go to Jax to see them this Tues, then surgery is set for OCT 4th. Slowly but surely gettin' those things were they need to be! he will be pulling left testicle down as much as possible and not even attempting the right one at this time, so unfortunately this doesnt look like the last surgery in this department either. =o/

Camden is STILL choking. Maybe even getting worse again? (but wants to eat!) So, as much as I am dreading this, we will make an appointment with Dr K and talk about doing 3rd nissen stretching. It has been going on too long and it is just heart breaking to watch. I know it has to hurt too, but that is all he knows and he doesn't complain during the episodes.

His little sentences are turning into longer ones, some even 4 words. He is also officially potty trained, even through the night with a 500 ml feed. YAH! he's is the MAN! ;o) Ibtw- NEVER expected him to do this, but he just holds it and pees when he wakes, that works! =)

As I feel frustrated and sad about these issues he is having, I am thanking God for my boy!! We can get through these smaller issues!! It is so hard, especially when he goes a few mths w/o surgery,( I get spoiled! ;op) but I'm thankful that his breathing is so wonderful and he is strong and is prepared for this...

Potty Training.

He has done amazing. We started this week, and by the second day he was asking to go and would do it. He has shocked me, once again. The first morning was torture for the both of us. He was SO scared about it coming out, but I knew he had to see it and know that it wasn't so "cary" as he was screaming. Once that incident was over, we were good to go! There is NOTHING cuter than him running around in his undies with his tiny hiney.

Testicle surgery has been moved to Oct 4th. Was ready to get it over with, but I'm assuming someone just needed surgery more than us. Still waiting for anesthesiologist to call with their appointment.

Camden is taking his meds orally, and is now taking his amoxicillin (for missing spleen taken out in first diaphragm repair) from the little medicine cup we were never able to use. Today, watching him sipping his meds in his undies was a little emotional for me. I am so thankful and have never been so happy to potty train a child.

Getting some surgeries behind us!

We go for surgery Sept 15 for Camden's undescended testes. The Dr is saying he wants to just watch the right side (side that surgery was already attempted) for now, and focus on bringing left side down. He also wants us to have a consultation with anesthesiologist before surgery because of Camden's past. Camden has done very well with the last 2 intubations since trach was removed, but if this Dr wants to be extra cautious, Im all about it. Ready to get some of this over with.

I spoke too soon (once again) in my last post about Camden's eating. Today, NOTHING is wanting to go through the nissen. I also just wasted his dose of meds not knowing he was about to choke. Up came the noodles he was eating, along with the fresh meds I had just gave him orally. = o/

August update!

Not MUCH change, but some things to update.

We went to ortho, and as of now, no scoliosis! Thank God!

We go to urology this Wednesday. I am wanting to get his testis "fixed," since they are not able to fall on their own. They are really stuck and may need a couple surgeries. I'm ready to get this all over with. Dread it, but ready to put it behind us.

Eating--Camden's tight nissen problem has remained unchanged until the last few days. He was choking on food every few days, and then some of it would eventually come back up esophagus. The last few days he has eaten more, and only had one choking episode, but food didn't come all the way up! He kept it down. I am not getting my hopes up, but Im praying that this is meaning the nissen is starting to stretch. This has happened before, but this may be the real deal, right?? ;o) He is still getting continuous gtube feeds through the night which he needs. Im really focusing on him eating orally during day,(when he isnt choking) but if he doesn't have a good eating day, from either being picky or choking, I will give him tube feeds during day. Overall this is amazing progress for Camden, and I am proud of him.

He is talking so much more, he is full of energy, not quite walking up stairs on his own but now can while holding on to rail, swimming with his puddle jumper, singing songs, (loves to sing Amazing Grace) pitching fits,(not too many, he really is a sweetheart) making us laugh, and doing other NORMAL 2 yr old things that make my heart oh so happy.